consistency

This morning I had to drag myself to do the Jillian DVD. Why can't I be consistent? It's always so much warmer under the blankets, and yet, after I work out, I do feel so much better. I would rather watch t.v., check my mail--almost anything, except for what's good for me.

I got through day 3 of the shred today. 7 more for level one, then I'll start level 2. I tried level 2 once--it's really rough!

This morning I'm making oatmeal and trying to eat a little better. I've been eating fast food a lot since I came back from South Carolina. Mostly from convenience because I haven't been grocery shopping.

Friday I have Bunco with some friends from my old job. I'm looking forward to playing with them.

I won the lotto on Saturday. I won $1 and bought my coffee with it. I was excited just with the dollar. What would happen if I won the jackpot?

I have a visit at work today, from 4:00-5:00. Other than that, I have nothing going on. It's been such a slow month for me.

I'm trying to save up to get a new driveway for my house. My old one looks so raggedy. Hopefully, I'll be able to get it in another 2 weeks. I'm turning in my mileage checks today. It will be so nice to have one, because right after that, I'll be putting up a fence. Yesterday while I was outside, bringing my groceries into the house, I happened to hear something, looked up, and saw a pitbull growling at me. I tried to pretend I was calm, but I was shaking inside. Katie was in the car asleep. I crept backwards into my car, very slowly, got in, and waited until Heather got home to take Katie. I was terrified he would come back and I didn't want to risk Katie getting attacked. I'm so tired of the neighbors letting their dogs run wild in the neighborhood. I'd like to let Katie outside to play, but the first thing she does is run towards the street, and my blacktop driveway hurts her feet.